..means everyday allowance, getting to spend everyday with Martin, and.. unfortunately, classes. And school works.

But what the hell, I have already experienced the worst school works (aka PLATES) and the worst school life (aka FINE ARTS LIFE), so I'm not really complaining. What is 5 nose-bleeding, brain-shrinking and life-draining paper work in a semester compared to WEEKLY money-draining, brain-shrinking, brain-rusting, sleep-depriving PLATES/ARTWORKS? Peace. HAHA. But really, I'm not saying that taking the Fine Arts program means the same to everyone. It's just that... I wasn't born to be an artist. :|

It's been a year since I decided to leave my Fine Arts life behind and take what I really want to take. It's been a year - and I definitely don't have even the littlest of regret.

The life I've chosen is the life I've always wanted, so I can't complain. :) "Great" is an understatement if I were to describe my life in UP as a Linguistics major, really. Classes, schedule, environment, habits, tambayan moments, FRIENDS -- GRABE. HAHA. Yun na lang. I can't find the perfect adjective. :p I know I still have a tougher life to face in the next years, but hey, who says I'm the kind of person who would always find the easiest, and not the best, way out? I'm already in the best university, why not make my best out of it? Even if it means taking, failing and retaking the bloody Math 17 (which is, by the way, not required in our program), I'll endure. :p MAN. I have to improve my Math. It's my ULTIMATE waterloo.

So. School life, come to mama. :))

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I hate, no, LOATHE secrets and lies.

Lying about something for a "greater" image is so pathetic because once that LIE is discovered, you become much much MUCH less of the person that you were.

I would rather be looked down on for something that I really am than be looked up to for something that I am not.

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So, earlier this evening, I decided to take all the devils off my system muna and attend the 7pm Holy Mass. Alone. :( I invited Jared to come with me but he didn't answer. :( ANYWAY. The reason why I had the will to blog tonight is.. *drumrolls* I JUST SAW AN ORANGE ICE SCRAMBLE (or iskrambol, as well know it.) BEING SOLD JUST OUTSIDE THE CHURCH. HAHAHA. YES, it's a big deal for me. I've been wondering long enough why it's always PINK. It's pink anywhere. Even the pictures over the internet are PINK. So I asked Kuya Vendor, and he answered me naman.

ME: Kuya, bakit yellow? Haha. *sabay smile*
KUYA: Hehe hinde, orange yan. *sabay smile*

Yes, his answer is clear naman right? :)) Sorry naman, the street light was yellow, so I thought it was yellow. HAHA.

Well, another milestone for me. :p

ANYWAY. Out of boredom, I reread my blog entries here in Multiply, and if someone who isn't so close to me would read it, he/she would think that I have a boyfriend named Niko Martin/ Martin Niko. Kasiii, I haven't blogged yet (well, here in Multiply, at least) that Niko and I have broken up na. :| So I've decided.. to clear things up here. But I'm sure most of you know about it already. Or not? Hahaha. But the REAL story behind it.. Well, I think I'm ready to talk about it na, so don't hesitate to ask me na lang. In person. :p

Okay. This is too long. Good night, world. :)

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Yo yo yo. :))

Nah, I haven't gone black yet. WHAT. RACIST MUCH. I KID, I KID! :))

So our landline has gone crazy for 3 days now. No hang tone. But there is dial tone. My mom says she paid the bills already. So what the hell is wrong with our landline?! No landline means no internetzzz (it's slow so it's netzzz). My eyes are almost bulging out of their sockets now because I watch TV the whole day (yes, TV makes my eyes more stressed than the PC) and my thumb is almost sore from texting. I swear it's a centimeter bigger nao.

JEEZES. I can't play PET SOCIETY IN THIS DAMNED COMPUTER!!! Internet cafe sucks, for all feckles sake! This net cafe is using an old version of Firefox and Java and Adobe Flash player so I can't play Pet Soc!

ANYWAY. Tin's going to visit me tomorrow so I expect it's so going to be a goody good good day tomorrow. ;))

Adios.

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